10.08.2010

no eloquent words found here

i'm sitting here infront of the screen not knowing what to write.  it seems that every sentence i start off with doesn't feel right.  doesn't fit. 

there are so many things i want to say yet i can't seem to get anything out. 

sometimes i don't understand all the things God allows to happen.  even if i ask him to give me a reason, he doesn't always give me one.  there are things we are never meant to understand.  in times like these, i cling with all i've got to the truth and promises he has told me so many times before. it's easier said than done sometimes, but that's the only way i can have hope.  the only way i can have peace.

trust in his ultimate plan... 

trust that his ways are better than ours...  

trust that he has a purpose...

i don't have the right words to say right now.  the ache i feel for my cousin and his family has been overwhelming, and trying to process what transpired yesterday has left me speechless. 

so, i will let my niece speak for me here.

2 comments:

Mama Whimsy said...

Oh, Prasti. I am so sorry to hear about this. My heart is breaking for you and your family. We love you.

Robert Stockham said...

While there are no real word that express our sympathy for you and for your grief, I feel compelled to say something. Although it will not change how you feel, or the sorrow you are holding, or heal your family, or any of the things that my heart wishes to do for you, I must say something. While we may not share the same faith, we do both believe in a higher purpose, a stronger call and something greater than ourselves. While we rush so quickly through life, we often forget how quickly that life may end. I send you love and hope that in this dark time you find some solace.

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